New Look

I always wanted to cut my hair short, and never did. This week, I got the courage to cut my hair short. I will one day dye my hair in black, but this courage I haven't had yet.

Here is my new look.

Valentines Day (In Brazil 06/12)

It was such a nice surprise to receive a Valentines present from my dearest and beloved friend Enaldo. I really cried at the moment I saw it. The emotions came out and feeling of missing him on my side was really intense. He will always be in my heart.

"Te Amo" means Love You in english.

Pictures of the Nature

I would like to show the beautiful pictures and gifts of Nature that Enaldo sent me. Thank you Enaldo. And keep taking pictures you really have talent.

Life in Brazil right now

Here I am in Brazil trying to get use to the new life and people. It is so strange to come back to my country and see some behaviors that before it was not that apparent. It is so irritating to see people so accomodated and not willing to offer a good service. They judge you by your appearence and what you are wearing. Isn't this stupid?

Moreover, it is a saying "why should I claim if nothing will change?" now you might imagine why some things never change and why I am annoyed.

Besides the irritating fact, I am happy to be back and start some new projects. One of them is to create my own company which soon will be in the market and with God's blessing and hard work it will lauch successfully.

I also am learning a lot from myself. It is a hard process and some times painfull but it is being worth it. I miss Enaldo a lot and I will always have him in my heart. I also miss friends and Wisconsin, but some times we need to pay the price in order to grow and be a better person. I mean, a complete person that can be happy with it self even though she/he is not together with a person.

My job for now, besides the opening of the company, is to teach English and Portuguese for foreigners and I am really enjoying to be a teacher. I found my space and also the possibility to help others. I think I can now say that I am as a professional a real teacher.

To finalize my news I will say: Always follow your heart and do what you love. Life is short and we need to know ourselves better than anybody else.

Warmly Regards

Some News and pictures

Hello Dear Friends,

It has some time that I have not posted anything and it is only because I have been so busy that my time is very short to do all I need. I finally got to learn how to manage the scanner machine that I borrowed from my father. With this new tool I had the chance to scan some pictures and I would like to share with you my Paradise picture that it reminds me my SOUL, PEACE and LOVE.

Music of Enaldo's and my feelings for each other while together as a couple and now in this delicated situation

When I received these videos from you Enaldo, I cried so much that I was not able to answer them. Here I am, posting them to say that I will always remember our first time together at Brooklin Restaurant where the waiters and waitresses sang the Phantom of the Opera song: "All I ask of you" and all the words of this song means for us. I have not forgotten the "Sozinho" song which today means a lot for both of us and I do believe that soon or later we will find our selves together again. The most importat thing is eventhough we are not physically together I will always carry you in my heart. Thank you for being in my life and sharing so many good things with me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rzrou0MFyE4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2GuK0kshNo

Life is short

Dear friends,

I just wanted to say that since my grandmother's death (2weeks ago), I have been notecing how life is short and how much we have to do yet in Earth. In addition, how sometimes we miss a second of our lifes only by creating sadness and fights. From the day she past away, I decided to care the most happiness fire in my heart and the beautiful unconditional LOVE that Enaldo taught me.
Life is short and we need to enjoy every second of our lifes.

Love,
Monika